Saturday, 3 June 2017

I'm So Done With You & Me...


All this toxic conversation has me thinking 
Every word has gone to waste
Is your bitter medication
Let me know how that taste

I come to a realization
You're just in love with the chase
Best believe you tried my patience
Ended up hands at stake

Don't want you back,
No point in begging on your knees
Nothing that I haven't seen before
Don't want you back, 
I'm done with all this, "Baby, please"
You ain't gonna fuck with me, no more

Hey Lovelies! 

Personal shade aside *laughs* 
This is Akina she was super fantastic and agreed to be in my blog post today. Even though sadly I did not give her any ponies for being in it haha I did make us look uber cute so I mean that counts right? 

Blueberry has made the cutest little lingerie called Cookie! You know I can't help myself with cute lingerie so I bought mine during the 50% off grid wide sale! I think it's gorgeous and incredibly flattering you can still get yours full price @Blueberry Flaunt it! 

~Xoxo Love you all, Vena 

                                                                    Vena
Head: CATWA - Lona Mesh Head
Mesh Body: -Belleza- Venus V4 LITE
Skin: 7 Deadly s[K]ins - MIMOSA - Fudge {Massive Group MM Board's Gift OVER}
Hair: Blues. Anna Lee - Naturals 1 

Lingerie: Blueberry - Cookie - Lingerie Set - Red {Blueberry 50% Store Wide Sale {OVER}

Bracelet: pr!tty - TSS - Bangles - Autumn - [1] {Free Gift 1 Year Anniversary @TSS OVER!



 Akina
Head: CATWA - Catya Mesh Head
Mesh Body: Maitreya - Lara Mesh Body
Hair:  - Magika - Stay the Night - HUD 1

Lingerie: Blueberry - Cookie - Lingerie Set - Black

Nails: - RE - Precious Set

Necklace:  RE - Kitty Pearls Necklace
Rings:  - Kibitz - Love Rings


Thursday, 1 June 2017

But It Don't Come Easy...It Don't Come Cheap.



Hi Darlings! 
I thought I'd do a quick little blog about these adorable heels! You'll know I love me some barbie pink and sexy stripper heels *laughs as I show them all off* 

In all honesty today I wanted to talk about love.
Love doesn't come easy and it's not something you can buy, bribe, fake or something you can chase. 

Real love is genuine. Yes there are people out there who don't treat love the way it is in it's purest form but I wanted to say to you don't let that turn you to stone.

 Love is all around you. I know that because, I found mine when I took a step back from chasing the one person in my life  who could never ever truly love me back and leaned on the ones who did. My life is beautiful, Yours can be too. Life is so worth living and allowing your heart to sore will send you thousand of miles and skies above anyone who tells you different. 

I spent so many years afraid of it, sheltering myself and letting others dictate who I'm allowed to be and what emotions I'm allowed to feel. But in light of all of it. I was able to find myself and see the better person I was meant to become. 

Just because someone tells you you need to stay down and stay small to keep them happy or from leaving you. I'll tell you now that's crap RUN GIRL RUN! 

First and foremost learn to love yourself, Allow the shy friend or the family member who drops everything the moment you're down and runs to you with open arms, the people who adore you and fight for you as much as you'd do for them and yourself. Allow them to be your new best friend, your family and finally allow yourself to be your own best friend and to be peaceful, pleasant and light! 

You can do it! Get inspired, go out once in awhile, do what makes you smile feel proud and accomplished and choose to share all the best and sad moments in both lives with ones who bring you up and don't tear you down! 
Allow yourself to rise up to your full potential. Love the people around you in life who bring you joy. Shine positivity and don't ever change who you are because someone says you have to YOU DO NOT HAVE TO CHANGE WHO YOU ARE! 

Life isn't always perfect but it's worth living and I truly hope that maybe not now but one day you read this post and it opens your eyes to the world outside.

Catch the enchanting parts in life and release the poor. Because we all know At the end of the day love isn't cheap ♥

~I love you all so much and I send all my support, hugs and love 
Xoxo - Vena


Shoes: ALTAIR* bell geta .pink. (gold bells)
Photography Set:
+Half-Deer+ Soiree Curtains - White Gold Dots - Tied
Pose: an lar [poses] The Tara Mini Series - Three {Free Group Gift @~Tres Chic~}

Wednesday, 3 May 2017

I'm hurting, baby, I'm broken down


~Inspiration from http://cinderellafashionista.blogspot.ca~

Hey Dolls, Sending you a little sugar today with this kawaii-filled post! I had a lot of fun setting this up and exploring my more pastel unicorn sprinkling self *laughs*

This won't be a sad post although I'm still healing inside from all that's happened in the last few years.  Personally & with SL I can truly say I'm happy. I've let go of the past pain and people who caused me to feel that way and it's set me free ♥ I opened The Curve Lounge  I've made some new friends, gained more family and I'm living everyday in rl like it's the best day of my life & I'm having a blast!! haha I hope you all are doing the same! I'll probably be doing a lot more pics since I'm back in SL again so keep a look out for more blogs along the way! *laughs*
~
Sending all of you my love and have a wonderful week! ♥


Head: CATWA - Lona Mesh Head
Shape: ).MYSTERIKA.( Lita Shape (CATWA Lona) 
Skin: .tsg. Jojo Applier - Catwa Lona *OMEGA* - A Tone
Hair: Wasabi Pills: /Wasabi Pills/ Giselle Mesh Hair - (BOOBS) - Crystal pink
Top: FORMIS DESIGNE] OMEGA BODYSUIT CHERRY HUNT #8 {Hunt OVER}
Jeans: KITJA - Jenna Jeans - BLUE
Phone: tsg.Keitai Smart Phone Beary san Lavendar {Gacha!}

Photography Set:
RAMA - #selfie_RAMA Art Showroom RARE {Gacha}
+Half-Deer+ Soiree Curtains - White Gold Dots - Tied 

Sunday, 19 March 2017

#53


Hi Dolls, I thought I'd do a little sexy pregnancy blog for ya'll, because who says you can't be sexy and pregnant at the same time?! *Laughs* During this pregnancy I've been able to wear quite a variety of sexy clothing with the mesh bodies and the mesh baby bump from Apple May {Not Featured} Being as I run and own The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge I need to keep up with the vibe of the lounge and I don't think sweats will do it! *Laughs*

~Enjoy the blog & Don't forget to check out The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge Every night @6 -8 PM SLT for new events each week, great music and a fun non judgmental environment {DD/LG, Poly, Escorts, Furry, & Other Communities Welcome!}


Mesh Body Parts:
Mesh Head: CATWA HEAD Annie {Upgraded}
Mesh Body: Slink - Physique
Slink Hands: Slink Hands - Gesture
Slink Feet: Slink - Feet Deluxe HUD




Outfit:
Pasties: Graffitiwear -  Dark Lace Nipple Pasties
Skirt: -Pixicat- Dusk.Skirt - Black
Tights: !BBD - TAMARA "Sexy" Lingerie {Tight Applier}


Accessories:
Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}

Furniture:
Get Some Sign: floorplan. neon get some / pink
Dance Pole: Violetility -  Courtesan Couch

Location: The Roses Fetish & Kink Lounge

Fake Love...




Hey Dolls, I have so much to say so I figured I'd get it out in a blog *Credits Below!*

There is so many people showing fake love lately in both worlds. I feel the need to say something about it.  Even though I know none of it is ever true love or ever real, does that make it hurt less? No and it never will. Love is pure and it deserves to be real. Nobody in the world RL or SL deserves to be told they are loved by someone who isn't even capable of doing it! That is beyond a horrible and cruel thing to do to anybody. Do you know what happens once you walk away? The person you built up with your fake emotions gets hurt. They walk away wondering what they did wrong. They end up damaged because you chose to play on their emotions, allow them to get close and then when they believe they can trust you. You take every inch of their trust and smash it in their face. Anyone that hurts people for their own sick games is disgusting and deserves 10 fold what they have done to others. I don't care what cards life dealt you or what made you so cruel. But to go about your life damaging others and taking them down is messed up. 

I know there are so many beautiful souls and people out there. Sadly sometimes the bad ones get us down and I thought i'd share my view. Having dealt with people like this in my life a lot more then I'd like I have some insight {Even though most of it was a rant} I hope someone relates to this and takes away that we need to be more careful who we let in to our hearts and the people doing this need to take a look at what they're doing and think abit before acting on it. 

-Till Next Time Dolls, Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:
Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena

Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya





Outfit:
Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua


Accessories:

Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}
Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone

Furniture:
Mannequin One Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Corset {Try Yardsales!}
Mannequin Two: Birdy - Boudoir - Mannequin Lingerie
Ambitious Sign: floorplan. be ambitious {Located Upstairs!}
Chaise: Second Spaces - Unicorn Chaise - pink
Laptop: * AR * - Nora Bigs - Laptop
Cup: :CP: Burton -Teacup Full - 100L {Cheeky Pea Sale!}
Floor Clothes: -tres blah- Hodgepodge - Tossed Clothes
Fur Rug: Birdy - Boudoir - Rug Pink



I Swear Nobody is Gonna Love Me...Like You Do.


Hi Dolls, This is going to be kind of a sad post D:

I haven't been on SL all week lately due to finishing courses but if I'm being honest with myself it's because I'm struggling hard to find the truth. There's so many memories and pieces of my SL I honestly wish I could have kept forever including SL families. One in particular still hurts me to this day and that would be the one I loved the most who ruined everything by not being real. That's right...she turned out to be a catfish. The moment I called her on it was the second she disappeared forever. 

This was 2+ years ago but I still care so deeply and long for her to come back. For everything to go back to what it was even though it never will. We all change, I'm sure she must have too. How does one mourn the best parent they ever had in SL? I honestly wish I knew. People can tell me to they are blue in the face to move on, to forget her, to feel better. Does it? No it doesn't and I don't know if it ever will. It killed every inch of me that wants to find family again. No one will love me and care for me the way she did in SL. That was the closet I've ever felt to be fulfilled in SL completely. If you have suggestions or advice...maybe have gone through something similar please comment I could use all the advice I can get.  

Till, Next Time Dolls.. Xoxo - Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:
Mesh Head: Genesis Head - Makena
Mesh Body: -Belleza- Freya



Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Lory Mesh Hair - Rye - RARE {Try Yardsales!}



Outfit:
Dress: Blueberry - Cory - Sweater Dress - Aqua


Accessories:
Heels: #EMPIRE - Anemone 

Furniture:
Haybale Chair: floorplan. hay bale chair / pillow {Gacha! 50L/Per Play or Try Yardsales}
Table: AF  -  Christmas Dining Table {Gacha!}
Pink Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / pink {Gacha!}
Popcorn Machine: {what next} Red Popcorn Machine {Gacha!}
Red Juice Dispenser: floorplan. juice dispenser / red {Gacha!}



Friday, 10 March 2017

#50.



Hey Dolls,

The last time we chatted, I announced that I'm pregnant with my first boy out of 5 girls OH MY! That is still very much true. My bulging belly is very much hidden in this beautiful silk robe and ready to pop but it is there! All our kids are growing like weeds & Chase is still working away *Yikes*

We've been face timing every night showing the progress on the club, the kids and our little unborn blessing *smiles* Life is good.

I decided originally on naming our first son Carter Arlo. However today when I was putting the kids down to sleep I realized I actually like Austin Arlo a lot better. I think this will stick!

Things are getting super busy over here with the new opening of The Roses Kink & Fetish Lounge, marketing, finishing school, and various other jobs & tasks of life *laughs*

But I thought I would leave a quick update, share a pregnancy outfit i'm infatuated with  and let everyone know I'm still alive! *laughs*

~Until Next Time Dolls, 
Xoxo ~ Addi. 

Mesh Body Parts:
Skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins - Heather v3b {Oh My Gacha, July 2015}
Mesh Lips: Loud Mouth - Alli
Mesh Body: Maitreya Mesh Body


Hair: eXxEsS : SAVINJA - A 



Outfit:
Robe: -tres blah- Open Robe (Maitreya) - Rosey {Arcade}


Accessories:
Necklace: EF: The Promise Necklace {Neverland Event}
Collar: Kaithleen's Love Pink Collar Girl Ver. Gold {Pink Hunt OVER}
Heels: Essenz - Rio de Janeiro (White) Slink
Tattoo: Obscure - Black Army Tatto V2 (Nose&Cheeks)
Pegasus: Birdy - [Alchemy] Story Book - Pegasus - Pink {Arcade, June 2015}

Pose: EP - Beautiful World #2 {FREE GROUP GIFT}