Hi Dolls! Recently I have become obsessed with wearing as little clothes as possible in SL or sexy lingerie and i'm finding it so freeing and i'm able to be myself again & find the deeper meanings and letting go of all the old stones I carried for so many years here so today in this blog I would like to Honor the friends & family that have been here since day 1! who know me for me! & held me throughout the up & downs of SL/RL but also to blow out all the old wishes I made with the people that no longer have a place in my mind/soul & heart and finally to welcome all the new people in my life in both worlds :D *If you came for the blog , just skip down to the outfits*
Appearance
Mesh Body: Belleza - Freya
Belleza 3995L
Stockings: Blacklace - Contessa - Black Leather & Lace Harness Set
Blacklace 199L
Ginnifer Rae Miller/Suri Bliss Miller - {Daughter since April 2013} Cookie you are my sunshine & my only sunshine I knew that the moment I met you you were to be mine the connection we have was instant & infinite we have been through the ups & downs just like a real mother & daughter I would never change it for a second I love you more then words can explain you have the biggest warmest heart & you deserve the world thank you baby girl for staying with me all these years and continuing to amaze me everyday with how much we are alike and the same <3
Lor: {Sister for 2+ Years} You are crazy & southern and you cuss more then a sailor on his worse day laughs but nobody knows you like I do... you are more sweet & more caring then I ever thought was possible here you are the best friend I needed in my life you care for me like no other , you have protected me and always made me feel like I wasn't alone we have never had an argument in 2+ years because I love your face too much to be mad at you you are always always gonna be my #1 Bae and that will never change thank you for staying up for hours every night when I couldn't sleep , listening to me cry over stupid people & for making me laugh for hours upon hours over literally nothing I love you thank you for being my best friend in both worlds
Mira/Mia {Forever Mother/Forever Baby Bug for Over 1 year} Mamma Bug/Baby Bug you are an angel born without wings there are no words to properly describe how much you mean to me & my life in both worlds each and everyday you have given me so much hope & happiness and love and you have been there every single time to pick me up when I was ready to drop I trust you with all my heart and for me that's something that was never easy to give out you know me inside & out and you always know what to say & what I need to hear to make me a better version of myself & from pushing people away or giving up you are a joy in my life the bumper baby in my crazy life you are my best friend in both worlds , My mother , my child but most of all my everything and no matter how far I go or how many times I find "The One Mom" I find out just where my home has always been & where It will always be I love you <3
Old Moms:
R: Let me start by saying I loved you for a very very long time & I will always carry a place for you in my heart but things change , people make mistakes , People grow & People move on I thank you for letting me know I deserve better and giving me the space to do so but never shutting me out of your life
Z & N: Nothing much to say for the longest time I was mad at you for letting me go too easily but I realize now you did me a huge favor by letting me go I do deserve so much better someone who wants to keep my friendship & build life long bonds & you both were not that so thank you for letting me know so I could move on
N/I: there is so much I wanted to say to your face for so long I never thought I would say this to anyone but I DO hate you & that is a double edged sword because with that means I loved you I honestly can't imagine what it must be like to live with yourself every single second of every day knowing full well how you play people's emotions , Mind & feelings & how you always need to take it too far till you crush them and they forget who they are & become scared of life and that makes your pathetic life better I feel sorry for you but no longer for myself you were the mother of my dreams and Thank you for that act I needed it and with every act comes a grand finale & a bow I give you a round of applause you really did have me for a second but now that I know who you are and what you are capable of I no longer want anything to do with you so thank you for disappearing from my life I hope one day you can look yourself in the mirror and truly be happy with who you are & you can love the person you really are
Ex: Thank you for letting me go I am finally happy!! and I feel so much better and free I will never hate you I do not like or know the person you became in the end but I will never forget the friendship we had we both needed it at the time and sometimes people grow apart and that was just our case thank you for the memories & the good times I wish you well in the future
New Friends/Family:
Axel/Zach: Baby! meeting you was amazing and you made me feel safe & happy and that had been something I hadn't felt here in so long the way you make me feel everyday & every second is something i've never felt before & it's so exciting you understand every movement / breath I take you make me calm and relaxed just by being next to me or in my thoughts & dreams we have both fallen so quick but I don't regret this love I love you baby :D you give me a feeling I can't find <3
Cameryn: Baby girl you & I have soo much in common you are so special and amazing to me you make me soo very proud to be your mama in such a short time I look forward to many more years of being your mama!
Britany: I just met you and I think its crazy but you have become a friend to me in a short second of talking I hope in the future we become closer
Tabitha: Thank you for still remaining a friend/Grandma to me regardless of me leaving the family I adore you tons you are super sweet , goodhearted and you're super funny and yourself! and that's hard to find in here and of course allowing me to spam you with PLL posts constantly I hope we can become better friends in the future :D
Heaven: GRANDBABY!! you are such a sweet person to your grandma I am here for you always I hope to get closer in the months/years to come
